You think you are in love, but sometimes it turns out that you are wrong.
Relationships that you thought would last - be it a relationship with a boyfriend, or best friend - sometimes breaks off in the middle of the journey.
Sometimes there are just nothing you can do to change some things.
I was still chasing after Min Jun after we broke off. Well, not exactly chasing, but hoping. I thought I would get better as time passed but somehow, my heart didn't want to let him go.
I kept hoping that he would come back... even if it's not back to me. His presence is enough to make me smile even as my heart ached inside.
He did come back. He came back to warn me off; he wanted me to stop pinning after him, and he sent me a message asking me to move on and forget about him as I deserve better. He wanted us to be back to how we were before: strangers.
Seems like he's getting cuter.
It seems that after he 'slapped' me, I am able to move on. In fact, I am having a crush on someone else right now. This new guy is totally different from my ex. This new guy makes me smile, and makes a garden bloom in my heart. I feel happy again after such a long time of misery.
Nothing is happening between us, and I doubt anything will happen. He and I are a world apart.
There are lessons to be learned from all that we had been through in life.
I don't look for love anymore, not really, and I don't run after love. I just let it happen naturally.
Love just happens... that is why it is called Falling In Love.
Right now, I just wanna be with someone who loves me for who I am, who accepts me for who I am... I just want to be with someone who deserves my love.
LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.
