Lonely~

I miss him terribly when he's not with me.

I always wonder what he's up to, and what it would feel like to be with him.

Many a times I wanted to shout at him, and make him see how lonely I am, despite all that he had said about how much he loved me.

I hope it's not lies that comes out of his mouth.

I like being with him, it makes me feel so special... or maybe that's just the effect of growing up without a real dad to shower me with love that comes from the other sex. 

I wouldn't blame Min Jun because I'm afraid I'd lose him. I love him so much it sometimes hurts. I don't dare tell him if I am mad at him, or even 'shout' at him because I'm afraid we'll only end just the way we did before I found this happiness again. I'm not going to let my selfishness ruin my love.

I try to understand Min Jun, because I know he's awfully busy with his thriving business, just like I am sometimes busy with my studies.

Min Jun, I am sorry to have caused you any pain at all.

I don't want you to feel guilty.

Go on, and get as busy as you can for your future, but just don't ever forget about me.

I'll always be waiting for you honey.

I love you from the bottom of my heart.

My sweet Min Jun.

How can I hurt him just one bit?

I cannot hurt him.

Oh, how could I?

Baby, I'm sorry. At times I may be lonely, but I understand.

Be the brightest star in the world.

Shine brightly, make me proud.

I love you so much nothing would matter but YOU!

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I'm just another girl  that you can replace with the blink of an eye.

Because of that, I shouldn't be afraid of what would happen to you when I'm not by your side anymore.

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I love you.