Should I forgive him?

Well,in 'Life as it is' post,I wrote about my dad and he was supposed to come today and he didn't come.He needs to sign some important papers and he's not making any thing easier.That totally pissed me off.

Anyway,he didn't come.Instead,my step mother came for him.She admits that it's hard to talk some sense into my dad's head and I didn't know he was that hard.Well,I never really knew him.Doesn't matter anyway.

I talked with a friend on Facebook and he read my status (I didn't get a chance to scream at my biological dad and that is frustrating because I want to make him see what he did!ARGHH!!!) and he says that I should have a heart-to-heart talk with him and I should forgive him..Haha..A what talk?Like he's going to listen to me!


Anyway...trying to forgive him and forget what he did is not easy for me to forgive or forget.What he did is not just a petty crime but a big one.How many years had he spent away from my mom and me?He's 72 now and never once did he ask for my forgiveness.I think my mom would jump from her grave and give him a good kick in the gut if she sees him.I love my mom more than anything and I can't accept all he did.

I just can't.it's hard.Maybe time can change how I feel.