You never loved me?

Do you know that i can't sleep and i end up drinking till late at night until a passed out? Do you know because of you i was late for work and i almost got fired? Do you know you made my life so miserable because i love you so much. I think about you all the time. And now, you're thinking that i'm not happy with you? Seriously?- what he said to me a looong time ago~


Seriously,how can he lie to me?How can he say that I'm only his experiment?
Has he never loved me at all?
Is it true?
Then,what's all this?


I still love him it hurts...
My heart is writhing in pain inside my ribcage every time I think of him.
It hurts but I can't help it so I just have to endure it...